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Name: cake
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: band, guitar/piano/other, my buds, school... did i mention band?
Expertise: watching scary movies behind my hands
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  FlAmE-hApPy90
Member Since:
2/9/2005
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| I know that washington is not across the ocean, that it's not in another country, that in an airplane it's a couple of hours, but i don't know of a place that has ever felt farther and more unreachable to me. i know this is not the end, it can't be bcuz there's still so much left to do. and i know that it is prolley the best thing to do, and i want what's best for her. we've been through so much, that it's crazy to think that we won't be bbfe. i can see us now, houses w/in walking distance, our kids running back and forth screaming in tagalog and english, w/ good food and talk constantly. in my mind, it's there. everyone's there. so i know this is just temporary. we will see each other, and always talk. i think it's the distance that scares me the most. not being able to sing about chianese chicken in history or mess w/ laura while makin fun of the stupid movies in english or try to give each other answers for bio... just the normal every day bumping into's that we won't have. it's unthinkable, and yet, i know why we can't have them, and i know that we can't for the best reason if there is one. but i also know no one can replace her, bcuz no one is her. and i dont want anyone to replace her, it's just not the same w/o her. no one comes close to the crazy running through the halls singing, comdom vandalizing things we've done just to laugh. she's made me see so much, experience pain, anger, happiness that i never would've felt w/o her. she's taught me, challenged me, helped me, questioned me. i always want to be at my best when i'm around her, and i've learned that it's ok to say "screw this shit, i think i'll skip class instead." i've taken chances and had fun bcuz she taught me how. so i guess her not being here, it's scary, bcuz i'm gonna have to take these chances on my own, but i know she'll be w/ me, and we'll laugh about it when i tell her all about it later that day. cuz i will tell her. i just... ewan ko. thanks boo, you've taught me so much, so i'll try not to waste it and remember to take those chances, but trust me when i say, it won't be the same w/o you. part of me hope it's not true, that you're coming back, but that's selfish of me, i know. most of me wants you to stay in washington, to be happy w/o your dad being an asshole to you. thanks pinakamahusay kaibigan (i hope i used the right form of best.. lolz) mahal kita, and no need to say sorry. things done for the best overall, is the right thing to do, the right thing to do does not deserve to be regretted. it deserves to be remembered. peace ;,D
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| hey you guyz!! whuts up?? hope your days been goin purdy good. lolz. mostly myne has. i havnt done ne hw...is that wrong? nah... but i did go for a walk, which is healthy right, your health's more important than your grades right? right. well, im learning to play the Baritone. its sexy, but i'd never abandon my BASS CLARINET!! but i parked cars over the weekend for a band fundraiser, and then saw Zak after for lil while, then sunday madre and ai went to the arts fair and stayed ALL day. it wuz cool. i'm getting a dulcetsumthin... its kool, it has 3 strings and its really easy to play and im gonna share it w/ my faja so he can say he has sumthin he can play, then mi maja and ai are gonna share a bowed psaltery, that you play w/ a bow (bowed psaltery..get it?! lolz) but its cool. so thats about it musically, and i forgot i had to dew a pi chart for bio but w/e i can turn in tomorrow. cuz yeah... lolz ah well. i think thats about it.... yup. well, ttygl much love yall  | | |
| hey you guyz!!! man i havent updated in a LONG time!! i have had h/w and band, and all this stuff that seems time consuming but isnt really, and idk i'm startin to hate my comp cuz the only time i get on is to do hw..so yeah.. lolz idk some updates..i miss you guyz! my mom got a new car, its sexy and blue..lolz. i think i'm failin every class but art and band..my electives.. and yeah..i'll ttygl byez | | |
| hey you gyez!!!!! this is the second week of HIGHSCHOOL!! UNBELIEVEABLE!!! lolz and i finally got a breather to get online and say howdie. haha jk. anywayz, highschools not that different from middle school... just new ppl kinda...but i hang out w/ some of the same ppl. i miss crystal tho...so weird not havin her there...whoa. lolz *tear* anywayz, everythings goin pretty good. i hope all of you liked your first week back to school. haha i know.... lolz i got the school bass clari fixed today, so its all better! YAY!! well, i'll ttygl and i miss all of you i dont get to see and am happy for the ones i do!! much loves! byez
"The Pure and Simple Truth is rarely Pure and N3V3R Simple!" laterz you guyz
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| hey you guyz!!!!! i just got home from ummm.... oh yeah a freshman mixer, and it wuz fun/funny!!  lolz. Nicolle came home today, and i got to see her after a really long time. found out NEW things!! *wink wink nicolle* lolz j/k. it wuz cool, i got to see a lot of ppl i havent seen or talked to in a LONG time. oh yeah and i got my school schedule today, and i have some classes w/ tibs, billie, julie and some other ppl i think. YAY~~ i dont wanna be alone!!  lolz. anywayz... today wuz pretty bi-Z..so i wuz at school or the yatch (sp??) club most of the day. i hope everyone enjoyed their day tho!! and i'm glad i got to see some peeps! lolz. maybe next summer i'll get to be a bum...? lolz doubt it..think anyone will mind if i go to the yatch club in my big tshirt and pe shorts? nah.. lolz welp, enjoy the last few days, and i'll ttygl!! much loves!! byez
oh yeah and gianni sent me this, so ima sendin it to you. ENJOY!!
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:
1.
They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2.
The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
3.
How cute they look when they sleep
4.
The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.
The way they kiss you and
all of a sudden everything
is right in the world
6.
How cute they are when they eat
7.
The way they take hours
to get dressed
but in the end
it makes it all worth while
8.
Because they are always
warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.
The way they look good
no matter what they wear
10.
The way they fish for compliments
even though you both know that you
think she's the most
beautiful thing on this earth
11.
How cute they are when they argue
12.
The way her hand always finds yours
13.
The way they smile
14.
The way you feel
when you see their name
on the call ID
after you just had a big fight
15.
The way she says
"lets not fight anymore"
even though you know that
an hour later....
16.
The way they kiss when
you do something nice for them
17.
The way they kiss you
when you say
"I love you"
18.
Actually ...
just the way they kiss you...
19.
The way they fall into your arms
when they cry
20.
Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that silly
21.
The way they hit you
and expect it to hurt
22.
Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt.
(even though we don't admit it)!
23.
The way they say
"I miss you"
24.
The way you miss them
25.
The way their tears
make you want to
change the world
so that it
doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless
if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die
or
know that you would die
without them ...
it matters not....................
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to
the depths of their souls
and
you say a million things
without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
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